I’ve had quite the hiatus from the blog and in fairness I must share the reasons for my absence. Well…I got pregnant again! Hence the reason my garden turned into jungle land meets survival of the fittest. Everytime I bent over in the 90 degree heat to plant potatoes I wanted to barf. So heck with it. I ended up with horrible yields, diseased tomatoes, and a growing belly. The “no more groceries project” also moved to the back burner as I ended up at the store several times a week for Saltines, American cheese, and condensed chicken noodle soup (gross I know). But as with all adventures there are lessons to be learned and I learned some big girl lessons in 2011.
1) Settle. Never settle for less than the best…bull. In my case the best for my life now is right here, not as a renegade farmer with an expanded mortgage payment and the stresses of farm generated income.
2) Guilt less. Am I disappointed about my farming flop? Heck yes. It crushes the soul to jump into a new project with both feet only to sputter out a few months later. But I’m not done, you see, I’m just readjusting! And I need not look backwards.
3) Kids are a lot of work. I thought I could manage a toddler and a huge garden at a farm down the street. I had grand visions of my little helper but seemed to forget that she was still a baby herself.
4) The back porch holds wisdom. A satellite garden just doesn’t work for me; it was too easy to forget about. But sitting on the back porch staring at my garden down the hill…well that makes me feel guilty enough to get up and tend to it.
So there are some big changes in store for me. I will only be gardening at my house on the 1 acre lot this year. My goals are no longer to generate income with gardening but instead to feed the family this summer and to produce enough surplus for storage.
Please excuse any posting lapses as very soon I will be happily managing a newborn and chasing a toddler. Happy seed catalog reading!









